Some notes since I've been gone
While waiting for the next full post.
Trouville-sur-Mer, 5/2/2026
I went to Paris today to see the dentist (need to go back for multiple fillings) and went to the Musée d’Orsay (too many tourists). On the train back to Trouville, I came to the realisation that I was not enjoying
life at this time last year.
Trouville-sur-Mer, 13/4/2026
How I am so relieved that this came through, that this is happening. And I think this will be EPIC. For my independence, my freedom, my creativity — I know I will very much appreciate it and grow in it. And challenge myself. I will have many missions to complete when I arrive, and I am so looking forward to it.
Paris 16, 24/5/2026
Arrivé à Paris. Enfin, Trouville est dans le passé. J’avais une lettre de Carla Sud qui m’attendait avec ma nouvelle carte Citoyen Paris. The relief is visible in my posture, my skin, my mood. I am no longer stressed — I am light.
Paris 16, 25/5/2026
It almost makes me feel like I do not deserve this, like why is he giving me all this attention before I’ve even started or made anything yet? But on the other hand, I deserve this, to be recognised like this.
Paris 3, 19/7/2026
The stark difference of living a life you enjoy in the city. I’m living life and not just watching it.
